Smolita

I'm PMSing. Do I have a song to express how I feel? Not really. Unless you have a song about an emotionally ravaged girl, jumping from extremes of every emotion you can imagine almost every hour. I wish there was someone who could write a song that clearly depicts exactly how I feel at my lowest, most depressed moment. Oh wait.



Really Sarah? Goodness. Cheer up.

Anyways. To be honest I really haven't been feeling the best emotionally and that is actually due to PMS. But seriously guys, I haven't been feeling as bad as our friend Sarah here.

I'm back in San Francisco studying spanish. Funny thing is, when I have a nice person willing to explain things to me very slowly, it's not so bad. I wish I picked up languages faster but I really have to work. I'll make it, I promise.

I've also been running almost every day. Just one mile. I enjoy this. I really enjoy not going out to run and either 1) feeling guilty for not running ten bajillion miles or 2) dreading the run alll day.

However being up here early, with such little time with my family, has in one way or another led to missing them. Weird. They're a bunch of goons... but then I look in the mirror and realize... I am one of them. It's scary.

I guess that's a short update. "Finding inner peace" is a long road but I am well on my way.

Goodnight. [I'm not really sleeping. I'm going to go pack for Humboldt tomorrow. WOO!]